我到底要怎样做抉择~我真的好烦~如果我真的很他分手了~我真的不是不爱他~而是我爱他~所以我不想做自私的人~我不想把他留在我身边~而又因为学业而不在乎他~我不想他受伤~我如果选择了爱情和学业~后果只有两个~一就是他受到伤害~二就是我放弃了自己的学业~而且我也觉得他给不到我要的安全感~安全感是每个女生都想得到的一种体贴~可是他就是给不到我要的体贴~我没怪他~因为我知道我也没做好女朋友的本份~对不起~对不起~可能是被是被上一段感情上的太深了~所以我不敢太依赖或太相信爱情~因为被上一个他伤的好深~
所以我不敢对你有太大的依赖~所以有时候会对你很冷淡~我的心真的很伤了~我的心就像泡沫~再被轻轻一碰就会破了~对不起~但我真的爱你~

最近的心情很烦~想了很多我和他的事~已经和他一起要一年了~可是现在的我~对这段感情已经慢慢的淡忘了~怎么办~我不想放弃这段感情~可是我总觉得~他给不到我要的~我也给不到他要的~我们是不是不适合~现在的我~只能在学业或爱情中二选一因为我知道我不可能有这个能力两个都选~如果我投入了一段感情~我知道到时我一定选择感情而不要学业~其实我知道他对我很好~他要我等他~可是我从来都不敢给他什么承诺~因为我知道承诺一说出口就收不回了~所以我只答应他~我能等的话我一定会等~我真的不知道要如何抉择~

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just update new pic~~so boring~~now so busy play game haha~~i very like play the sims3 ~~so gud~~haha~~so funny~~dnt knw wan to write wat~~

NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE MY LUV FOR YOU~

YOU OUGHTA KNW BY NOW HOW MUCH I LUV YOU~

ONE THING YOU CAN BE SURE OF~

I NEVER ASK FOR MORE THAN YOUR LUV~

NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE MY LUV FOR YOU~

YOU OUGHTA KNW BY NOW HOW MUCH I LUV YOU~

THW WORLD MAY CHANGE MY WHOLE LIFE THROUGH BUT

NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE MY LUV FOR YOU~

my lovely song~so nice~gud~gud~gud~

so boring~is also very lazy to update the blog~dnt know wan to write wat~nothnig to write~on to write about wat ido today~tis morning ,got ud and take showers ~after eating breakfast and then went to mother shop~to a five-point multi -sauce back home to sleep~sleep until 7:00 on the up and showers over~~one dayy after a sauce~haha~my life is a simple sauce~simply do not get too complicated like~~simple troubles will be less~~haha~i am more thought avout the simple life~~

sit here today finally tired a lot easier~~feel~~i now want is a break~~break~~haha~~i let myself to treat yourself to a week under false~~haha~~terrific~~take a cruise of the day is becoming greater and closer to the~~well ~~miss my home baby~~she so cute~~

today,9:oo tried to sit..and then go home to sleep..tired..fortunately..some rest for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow..or i'lll sick..his throat began to hurt again..cold..reallr however..wen hear a tragic ..do not feel sick so pain..haha..i am real child ..my dad call me..and then my aunt listen the hp..then i heard she said that regardless of my dad;s girdfriend sponsorship i have 200 australian dollars to bu phone...and then my dad give me 100 australian dollors..i really happy after listening to ..haha..do not know how to dsribe te rest sit in the lasr two day...good look forward to.....

今天考试考到四点..真是累死了...过后..肚子有点饿..就去了我妈店隔壁的餐馆吃东西..吃饱后就会我妈店坐..突然来了个不速之客(L先生)...被他的突然下到了...他来我马店剪头发...我心想剪不剪都是酱样衰....我开门给他进来时..他对我笑....弄到我的鸡皮疙瘩都站起来了..我想和他说你的表情很恶心...不要摆出来吓人可以吗....被你酱吓一吓...我怕我今天晚上不敢睡...哈哈...但是到最后我没说.....

今天的心情不好...家里又发生了事情..真的觉得好烦..真的好讨厌...一点小事..弄到很大件事这样..我妈也是的...他讲话的语气我这真的不太喜欢....为什么他总是说我爸那边的人不好..他为什么没想想自己...为什么他不能站在公平的立场说呢...她怎样都觉得他是对的...他真的很霸道..我是逼自己不出声..因为我知道我一和他讨论..最后的下场就是会吵架...我不想和他吵架..因为我才跟他说回话没多久...也是因为这些事而吵架的....冷战的一个星期...我还要考试的..真的不懂他们的头脑是怎么想的....真的很讨厌...STUPID

today..dad came back from australia..he has just called to me...i say to he i wan 2 buy new phone..then he says give me 200 australian dollars(about RM700)..then my aunt say..to ioo australian dollars for each person ..then i ask my dad..i bought the phone is not never took australian dollars..dad says ...ofcz..i said there can be..then dad would smile...i have a gud greedy..i said you gave AUD 100 per person..i would like to...dad that i cant ..would have 2 agree..then dad's girlfriend listen the phone..on..and i said..do not worry i will help you and ur dad said..asked him 2 buy a phone and give you 100 australian dollars..i said ..well well.. the final results..that i won..luv eu all...mUaCkxx...

The exam wii begin tomorrow..so now very hard in the revision of..malay exam on the first day..really annoying..i will try my  best to do the best...i think i should be after the examination ..before getting on the line..disaster...a few day did not have 2 move the computer...i'm afraid i will not stand..however ....i will persist..haha.....i will ADD OII in my exam...GAMBATEHH....

particularly gud mood today..bcoz tomorrow is not in skul..haha..not the skul holidays..is my own personal holidays tomorrow..really great..can whenever he woke up..but..at exam...well under..pressure..well the pass few days have been boring with the books too...tired...had truly wrote tis..MWaK mWak...

have to get up early tommorrow .bcoz wan go to skul..really poor child..examination of more than a few days time..awful..time really flies..no confidence...mathematics is making life difficult..too many fomula had to be kee..but i hope my math got a sport A.....

Today..i suddenly remembered later..will be ...i am after..not only paly as they now..no worries..time does not whom to seay..so it will not stop change..to whom it will not slow down..i am after...may no longer be i was the only oe..may be more'he'..'he' would be like it...he will bring me happiness...or...lived a hard time everyday...why does person grow up..there..will be trouble....

today is the mid-autumn festival..but..tis year the festiver have veyr miserable..bcoz it is at home and book have..the bitter i ...dunt ..the exam next week..exam has once..the mid-autumn festival in have ..are you would choose which..i prefer tis sacrifice youself..haha..like his great pour said..oh...after examination..i'll take cruise ship..really looking forward to..first place is going to austrialia..but no ticket already..if go australia is good..bcoz dad there work..i go there play..my dad gave money to buy things..haha..now take cruses will i pat to buy things..but ..we also very happy..finnish write..and to start readinbg..about tommorow..bye..muackxx..

昨天~我朋友告诉我你有没有发现。。L先生（坐在我隔壁那行的男生）喜欢你。。我说是吗？？她说你没发现吗。。然后她又说。。你每次说很冷时。。他就会帮你关风扇。。然后有一天你被老师骂。。（其实我没吵。。那个stupid老师有问题。。其实是男生吵）然后他就帮你承认了。。我就和我朋友说。。应该的。。因为是他们吵。。然后我朋友就问我。。有谁会酱笨承认然后被老师骂。。我想了想酱又是。。过后有一个朋友又来告诉我。。昨天L先生的朋友。。来找他。。叫他不要搞
L嫂（我）。。L先生会生气。。我听了之后整个人傻去了。。过后我就有一点相信他喜欢我了。。过后我就叫我朋友帮我*炸*他。。告诉她我有男友了。。让他死心。。呵呵。。过后我朋友*炸*他*炸*到很惨。。他的脸根本不敢望过来。。过后我想了想刚刚我朋友告诉我那句话（叫他不要搞L嫂。。L 先生会生气）我有点生气。。就叫了他朋友过来。。然后我就骂他。。做么你做男人做到酱八的。。#%#·*##。。骂了很多。。气顺了。。就算了。。真的是被它们吓死了。。